mood after competiton...

table tennis (MSSD) is over...
i'm lose...
how much i prepare is how much i get...
b4 tis comp i practise three a week...
but wad i get??
juz zero!!!
tis year is my last year 4 taking part in MSSD...
no chance again...
but a coach thr told me went thr n hav a pemilihan of county...
i won a gal thr...
i felt hapi...
bcos i can go 4 comp of county...
but tis kind of hapi juz kept a while...
after having my lunch...
hav some ppl told me...
i no nid go 4 county comp...
y???
bcos hav a person go n take part...
so automatically i was eliminated by them...
when i gt tis message...
i felt sad...
no matter hw i practise hard...
i will juz get zero at all...
my friend told me hav chance in the next year...
when i heard tis...
my tears is out of my control....
i m form 5 now...
no more table tennis for me...
my teacher told me...
dun think bout b4...
she ask me thinking of my future...
but...
wad is future??
my future will successful?
o...
get zero??
i m so dissappointed of myself!!
......